We had interviews this
week! I love interviews with President and Sister Daines, although this
one was a little intimidating because we would be teaching them the
first lesson. It wasn't that bad though and interviews were just as
wonderful and packed with learning. We talked a lot about fortifying
ourselves and how important it is to build up that protection in the
good times when it doesn't seem like Satan is fighting us as hard. That
was such an interesting thing to discuss after my realization last week
that it is just going to be a continual cycle of pushing through the
battles just to reach another one. Satan knows us and knows where our
shortcomings and weaknesses are, and that is where he will go for first.
I would encourage everyone to really look at yourself and if you don't
know where he hits you to find out so you can start fortifying yourself
now, even if it may seem like a time of peace.
President
Daines left me with a commitment like he usually does, and it was that
by next interviews I will be able to say I am equal with my companion in
opening my mouth. This week as I have been working on that the changes
have been incredible in just this short time. Sister Speakman and I have
become more unified, I am following the spirit more, and our teaching
is much more powerful. I am very excited for the progress yet to come so
I can keep that commitment.
Rick
came to church! I don't remember how much I told you about his
situation, but he was on date for baptism and working through some
things but a few weeks ago told us he wanted a break from meeting with
us and everything. We keep in contact with him every once in a while
just to see how he was doing and the other day I don't even remember
what I said, the spirit had definitely taken over at that point, but
before we knew it he said, "you know, you're right. I'll see you at
church Sunday." And we did! I hope this is a step in the direction of us
being able to meet with him again and help him continue to work towards
baptism.
With
the experiences I have been having and struggles I have been facing
lately, my mind keeps going back to my favorite scripture in the Book of
Mormon, Alma 26:11-12
11 But Ammon said unto him: I do not boast in my own strength, nor
in my own wisdom; but behold, my joy is full, yea, my heart is brim with
joy, and I will rejoice in my God.
12 Yea, I know that I am nothing; as to my strength I am weak;
therefore I will not boast of myself, but I will boast of my God, for in
his strength I can do all things; yea, behold, many mighty miracles we
have wrought in this land, for which we will praise his name forever.
We
can have so much joy in our lives when we realize that we truly cannot
do anything on our own. When we humble ourselves enough to rely on the
Lord we will be granted the strength to do all things. As I am learning
how to more fully rely on the Lord I have been able to do things I know I
otherwise would not be capable of. I find so much comfort in knowing I
don't have to worry about anything because I will always have the
support of He who is capable of all things.
I love you all. And remember, just keep smiling!